Point of View Character : Bill 角度角色: 比尔
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I couldn’t believe my eyes , there she was….. The woman I dreamed about every night , the woman I thought of every time I jerked off . The woman who ruined my marriage, destroyed my family, tormented the daughter that I thought I loved more than anything in the world. 我简直不敢相信自己的眼睛，她就在那儿。那个我每晚都梦到的女人那个我每次打飞机都会想到的女人。这个女人毁了我的婚姻，毁了我的家庭折磨我以为我爱她胜过一切的女儿
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“ I’m done with you now loser! Now that I’ve completely destroyed your life you are no fun to play with…. so….shoo shoo.” “我受够你了，废物！现在我已经彻底毁了你的生活，你玩起来一点都不好玩。所以... 嘘，嘘
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Those were the last words she spoke to me. It was over a year ago, maybe two years at this point . When she shooed me away like her household pet. She turned her perfect body and walked away shaking her perfect round ass in my face. 这是她对我说的最后一句话。那是一年前的事了，现在可能已经两年了。当她把我像她家的宠物一样赶走的时候。她转过她完美的身体，在我面前晃着她完美的圆屁股走开了 nwxs8.cc
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I went home that day and must have jerked off 30 times to the thought of her final words to me . And her perfect ass shaking in my face. Mocking my inferiority to her. 那天我回到家，一想到她对我说的最后一句话，我一定打了30次飞机。她完美的屁股在我面前颤抖。嘲笑我对她的自卑
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It took me over two days to realize what I had done. I ruined my marriage , my daughter who once meant the world to me hated me and now resides in a mental hospital, I ruined my credit for Amber , quit my job for Amber and gave her every dime I had. 我花了两天多的时间才意识到我做了什幺。我毁了我的婚姻，我曾经对我来说意味着全世界的女儿恨我，现在住在精神病院，我毁了我对 Amber 的信任，为了 Amber 辞掉工作，把我所有的钱都给了她
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The worst part is I would do it all again in a heartbeat if she told me to. She was God to me. Even after all of this time I could never stop thinking about her . 最糟糕的是，如果她让我这幺做，我会毫不犹豫地再做一次。她是我的上帝。即使过了这幺久，我还是无法停止对她的思念

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I thought I would never see her again. Someone as beautiful, talented , intelligent and dynamic as Amber would have no use for someone like me , I am lucky enough she paid attention to me for the short time she did. I ruined my life for her according to most but to me it was the best few weeks of my life and I wouldn’t trade it for anything, the memory of her was all I deserved is what I told myself, it was a distant dream to think I would ever be allowed to be in her life again in any capacity. But after pinching myself and rubbing my eyes several times it seems my dreams have come true. 我以为再也见不到她了。像安布尔这样美丽、有才华、聪明、有活力的人，对我这样的人没有任何用处。我很幸运，她在很短的时间内关注了我。根据大多数人的说法，我为了她毁了自己的生活，但对我来说，那是我生命中最美好的几个星期，我不会用任何东西来交换，对她的记忆是我应得的一切，我告诉自己，这是一个遥远的梦想，以为我会再次被允许以任何身份进入她的生活。但是在掐了自己几下，揉了几下眼睛之后，我的梦想似乎成真了

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